Chapter 210: Monkey Business

What have I done?
Where have I come from?
When I ground the seeds with the sun through a suribachi
Did I grind the loss that's become me?
Feeling undone
What have I become?
When I turned my back on you, I turned my back on myself
And became this machine
Thoughtlessness (Hayashida)
Selfishness (Hokuto)
Hopelessness (Hokuto's Lackey)
Arrogant (Hokuto... again)

I feel it on the inside (Inside)
Beeping and whirring
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside (Inside)
Motor engine ringing
Will I ever forget to remember?

Shadows in the sky
Filter through us
Still wrestle the gorillas that arrested me as a child
Confession rejected
We grow up
To give up
People step to the counter for sushi
Through the fruits of surrender
Emptiness (Freddie)
Loneliness (Maeda)
Listlessness (Masked Takenouchi)
Worthless (Maeda... again)

I feel it on the inside (Inside)
Beeping and whirring
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside (Inside)
Motor engine ringing
Will I ever forget to remember?

Surrender to the mecha
Wires inside, sparking through you

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